What's Your Substance of Choice?

I get the most from Gabapentin right now. Before that it was benzos like clanazapamn. It took me a year to get off those.

38 - Heroin and Meth. Smoke both. Will occasionally put up my butt. I cant really describe what its like. I am still aware of everything going on. I dont miss anything. Im not folded over in half for most of my day or anything...Im just high. It feels good. Its calming. Thats really weird to say but it is.

Robotripping (Robitussin) was my favorite. It was amazing. But so incredibly unhealthy. Sober from it for 8 years. Miss it but it's for the best. I couldn't do it now even if I wanted to because that dose would probs give me serotonin syndrome with my other meds. Otherwise, anything I could get my hands on. Slowly becoming sober from substances one by one! Lots of fun times. But also lots of terrible times. It was time to move on.

Alcohol, meth and fentanyl we're the main ones. Abt 3-4 yrs clean off fent & a couple months from the others. It's still rough.

Anything that I could get my hands on because it made me far away from myself and my life. I thought it made me happy but that’s not happiness it’s was just ugly

Fentanyl. It makes me feel nothing - which is a massive relief compared to all the stress and pain I f eel normally. But now I'm not longer used to all that pain and I don't know if I can ever stop.

Weed and alcohol

It fluctuated between heroin and cocaine (all IV like a civilized junkie lol)

Mine was opiates, primarily oxys/opanas and started to turn into heroin. It made me feel invincible, I could do anything when I was on it. Then eventually I couldn't do anything without it. I don't miss it at all, sober 5+ years now.

I did meth for a few years going on 5 weeks sober i miss the energy boose and productivity but here lately all i been getting is negative side effects so i quite because my health has gone downhill it sucks being alone but im doing better everyday for real i done heroin a few times but didnt like it too much because of the nausea and nodding it was alright mehhh... and crack was a fast short lived high i only did twice coke was ok but i like speed and stimulates because im chronically tired my whole life right now im ok with taking my vyvanse like i should and just livinv life part of me misses it but its over when its over i guess

Crack cocaine like time was preaching but I was chill no worries til it made others worry about me and I worried about them finding it so I had to worry about not being seen till I isolated then I worried I'd never stop cause it payed my worries but it wasn't worth the other worries

Weed to feel something

My substance of choice was anything I could get my hands on! Sober for 5 years

I'm in recovery now almost 5 years

Well was

Anything and everything