Struggling with Suicidal Thoughts

This may be a stupid idea but it has helped me in the past so it may help you. If you have objects, like toys, plushies, even pillows, maybe set them up and talk to them. Crazy? Yes it is to people who don't understand. It has helped me when I couldn't afford therapy and I also talked to my animals too. I'm sorry you feel like you can't reach out to anyone in your family and I hope your week gets better soon or you can get into therapy faster (IE cancelled happens and you get offered to schedule in earlier). Sending good thoughts your way and good vibes. If you are religious then sending prayers too. It's close to my bedtime (9:40pm for me right now) and I am a random stranger on the internet but if you wanna talk, the offer to go chat is there in the open for you 🤗 Wishing you the best 😊