Struggling with Homelessness and Emotional Burden

I haven’t been able to work and I can’t rely on my abusive father for support anymore. He refused to co-sign and pay for housing anyway. As such foreseeing homelessness in a city and my best lead is going through a young adult program that I’ll grow out of when I turn 25 in a less 90 days. I’m terrified and saddened by my life and that my service dog has to go through the trauma of displacement with me. I hate everyone who says to look for a job and doesn’t understand I would need a 9-5 to make enough to get a place even with low income housing. And I can’t mentally or physically sustain full time work. If I check in with my emotional reality I cry with no relief. All I want is sustained security to be able to rest easy. I’m exhausted. I’m emotionally over encumbered. I am on my own in a broken system