Struggling with Eating: Is it the ED Voice or Something Else?

I feel the same sometimes. I have both bulimia and anorexia symptoms. It’s like I don’t want to eat, and I usually starve myself but then when I do eat (whether it be a tiny amount, normal amount, or a “binge”) I almost always throw it up. I get mad whenever I do get hungry and honestly I’ve lost my hunger cues so most of the time it’s just that I’m craving the taste of something, but then my anorexic brain is like no u don’t need to eat that ur not actually hungry it just sounds good, even tho I haven’t eaten all day