Struggling with Depression and Loneliness

The strange thing is I like being alone. When I’m around people I get agitated easily. I know that I have other illnesses as well as depression. I have fibromyalgia and arthritis and I have a lot of medical issues I’m a cancer survivor so I’ve just had a lot going on in the last six years of my life has been really hard and I just can’t tolerate people. I have two teenage sons, who are my life and in the past few years, just being around them togetherkind of gets me like overwhelmed. It’s really strange I hate being this way.

Sorry for what you’re going through. I can relate. Sometimes a feeling just comes out of nowhere for no reason and it’s hard to kind of get out of it. I’m finding that myself even watching a great show or movie can trigger an emotion and make me feel worse sometimes or go on a crying binge and then I feel like such an idiotand worse about myself so it’s like a story it’s like a cycle