Struggling with my boyfriend's drug use

My ex is currently using meth and it is destroying his mental health and I honestly don’t know if he will ever be normal or healthy again. I’m not sure about what you or your bf used but he used meth that is made with dangerous chemicals that cause psychosis and other drugs to keep people addicted. He lost his job and apartment. You are doing something for yourself that is honestly a true miracle and blessing. I have needed to cut off my ex and not help him because of his drug use and I see a lot of people eventually need to do this with their loved ones who use so they take the responsibility they need to take.I will only help him if he needs a ride to rehab.

I can't imagine being able to quit anything while still being around people who use, especially a significant other, so give yourself a pat on the back for that! I don't know what his stance on quitting is or how he feels about it, but he could be jealous that he's unable to quit and is trying (if not consciously) to make you feel worse and get back down to his level? If you can, I'd sit down and talk with him about how you're feeling and what you can do to communicate better with each other

I'm writing this late at night, in the dark and pretty sleepy. I apologize ahead of time for any typos/grammatical errors. I'm typically a decent writer, and can express my thoughts with a certain degree of accuracy, but right at the moment.. not so much.