I Get That Feeling All The Time! But I'm Learning That If You Don't Talk It Out And Hold It In All The Time It Only Going To Get Worse..

Weed is the only thing that helps all these symptoms at once

Lately when I smoke weed I get more anxious and before I enjoyed it im not sure what to do about this

Holy crap...I have the same issue. I go through cycles of being totally nauseous most days where even thinking of food throws me into anxiety. I'm already a skinny person so losing any amount of weight causes even more anxiety. I'm working with my therapist in this bc it is controlling my life.

I tend to treat my co-workers as unwilling therapists. I have the kind of anxiety that manifests itself as word vomit. So...Idk. It's actually easier for me to tell shit to strangers. I don't talk emotions well with people I'm close to. So I just kind of, let it out during a lul at work and let them be my yes men. Haven't done that in a while tho (haven't had a job). I also have trouble with not eating btw, it's a recent developement as a result of anxiety about leaving my room. Long story.