ugh, I’m seeing a different doctor at University of Michigan and he wants to try to do another ablation and he said I’ll only be slightly sedated and I’m terrified. I have an internal loop recorder and they just did a 2 week external monitor on top of that and they said when I go really tachy they can’t tell if it’s just sinus tach or if it’s SVT, especially since my last failed ablation they were only able to induce sinus tach and not SVT. So because if that they were then thinking it was just sinus tach and not SVT, but when I’m on a heart monitor at the hospital or hooked up to an EKG machine when I have an episode is always reads as junctional SVT. I also have a 1st degree AV block and flip in and out of 2nd degree block. And we just found out on the two week monitor that I also have couplet and triplet VE’s here and there and ventricular trigeminy. Soooo much going on. I was on meds that was controlling it quite nicely for a while but then my heart decided it couldn’t tolerate them anymore and my heart rate bottomed out severely and I was in the hospital for nearly a week. Because I’m so young they’re trying to avoid a pacemaker just yet even tho I will end up with one eventually but I wish they would just do it now so I can go back to living my life. I can’t even take a shower and do basic activities of daily living without my heart rate going up to at least 180 and it’s exhausting. I’ve been off work since April and I’m losing my mind I’m so bored. U of M doc did say I have a 1 in 50 chance of coming out of the procedure with a pacemaker even without intervention. I’m sooo over this.