I think I want to shave my head. I have been struggling with trillotrichomania for years and it’s gotten so bad that my hair is shorter than it was in May and I havent had a haircut. I have always had thick and wavy beautiful hair that stylists love to play with and my mom tells me she wishes she had my hair. I hear all of this and know that my hair is beautiful but I cant stop picking no matter what meds I try and I feel like shaving my head would help. i’m scared though, scared of not liking how I look, scared of the in-between periods where my hair will be an awkward length, scared of not feeling beautiful or attractive.