Struggling with Seizures and Mental Health

I was sick last week. and I live with a seizure disorder. they usually don't last very long. but since I have been sick they have been very bad. according to my grandma she said that I stopped breathing of a second 2 times. that has never happened. during a seizure that I can recall. usually my seizures just include my eyes rolling back and pressure in my head but lately I've been making noises spacing things out my body shakes violently and I'm scared I don't know what to do and when I come out of one now I'm repetitive with my words. to make things worse I am starting to see things again. I also have PTSD and bpd and bipolar schizoaffective.