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Hey y’all. TW suicidal thoughts. Ok so I’m feeling super anxious about school starting up again, I start in 6 days and I just looked through a few of my class websites and I was reminded of how stressful school is and how hard it is. I don’t want to have another semester like last one because I had a bunch of late assignments and almost failed pretty much every class. Yes I’m serious. And I’m in nursing school so I can’t just fail classes, I will get kicked out of the program if I fail 2 classes. I also had a night recently that I felt kinda suicidal but for me it’s kinda weird because I don’t actually feel like doing it really I just kinda think like “if I were going to do it I would do it here” but I am there and what is stopping me from doing it? Then I called the hotline number and that helped actually so that was nice. Also my room is so messy right now because I never cleaned it up after I moved in here and it feels so overwhelming that I keep doing other stuff instead of cleaning even though cleaning would make me feel so much better. But one good thing is that I went grocery shopping yesterday so I have food now. Ok I’m finishing up now. Do y’all relate to my school troubles, feeling kinda suicidal, or cleaning struggles?

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      545d

      @oddity_hunter That sucks I’m so sorry! That sounds almost impossible to me so if you can, try to give yourself some grace. I’m sure you are doing the best you can

    • oddity_hunter

      560d

      If this ain't the most relatable. I'm dreading this semester because they forced me to cold turkey my meds this summer and now I have to do my last 2 semesters of my Bachelor's unmedicated and my house is a mess and school is way too expensive to be screwing it up but usually it's hard for me to do while medicated. Everything is overwhelming and I have been really hard on myself recently.

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        545d

        @oddity_hunter That sucks I’m so sorry! That sounds almost impossible to me so if you can, try to give yourself some grace. I’m sure you are doing the best you can

    • CinderLorel

      560d

      I feel this. I graduated 2020 which is to say I didn’t really graduate 😅 But I’m 2 years out of school and I decided to go to college last minute like end of April last minute and I’m terrified, especially when my endometriosis caused me to miss so much of general school and now I have stress induced seizures. Idk if I’ll be able to do it, while also working part time on the weekends but gotta pay student Loans🙂

    • Boston23

      560d

      I'm in nursing school too We got this !

    • RandomMama

      560d

      ✋ I do. I have to cut back on classes and stretch out my schooling to not feel so overwhelmed and burnt out. Nursing I know is different. Maybe find the teachers you click with and find amazing tutors. 👏

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