I had thoughts about it before this, but the lightbulb moment for me was kinda sucky lol. I very quickly became obsessed with someone that I very quickly lost interest in lol. I pushed every single one of my friends away in a single night and nothing was really the same after that. So many other crazy choices I've made make it so obvious as well lol

Always knew and over the years my mental health has gotten worse and worse but I guess it really sank in after I had my son and I really took a turn for the worse. It's better now that I go to therapy and I'm on meds but I still have to fight with my self most days. I understand your struggle with BPD I have it as well. So I know how hard it is. Just keep fighting❤️

I literally googled why I feel the way I do when I was 24. Personality disorders kept popping up and I realised why I was kept inpatient as a teen 😥 thankfully my doctors didn’t diagnose me as a teen because its such a damning diagnosis buttttt here we are, trying to heal ❤️