Questioning My Sexuality

Why didn't I read the name 🤣😅🥲

Oh shit fucking same I just thought it was just me????????? thank you for putting that out there I really appreciate it. It makes me feel less alone.

Sounds like you may be attracted to women (but maybe not), and that you associate men with trauma. Look into EMDR therapy to process the trauma you went through. Fantasies are one thing, but attraction is pretty specific.

Sexuality is a very diverse thing if you feel unhappy and find you can't have sex or a healthy relationship with this current partner it might be time to sit him down and talk this out before someone's feelings get hurt. And than you can have the freedom to maybe talk with others and really look at yourself and find out what you really want in life

as a lesbian- if fantasizing about sex with women gets you going and you have to be drunk to have sex with men, you might want to seriously think about your sexuality.

it kinda sounds like you need to take a break with ur boyfriend