@Meeshy I understand that and I have been there, in my case I went to drastic lengths and that resulted in getting help. It wasn’t necessarily something I wanted at the time, but I don’t know where I would be today without it. Hence why in my opinion it is so worth it, regardless of how difficult it is. However I know it isn’t possible for everyone, and I am always here to help anyone that can’t or maybe isn’t at that stage where they feel like they can :)