Overwhelming Health Issues: Walking Away

Wow it really means a lot what you said ( for sure both of you) 🙏 🌹 Sh-t , been struggling with it 40 years. It's harder for sure getting ready to turn 🛞 68 next month. I've done so much for so many,yet sometimes think ", I'm only as good as my last hit record" IE last good thing I've done. Maybe because I'm a triple earth sign All in earth! I get so blinded that there's always tomorrow. I am a very spiritual (not religious on a trip) Just caring,yet hard for me to accept the goodness back. Was very hopeful finding here,yet as the level of pain dragging on, and no medicine,and the indifferent doctors, after having good caring ones. It blows my mind as I wait for it to get worse. I did some Ballet this week because my sister is pushing me to enjoy the things I have. Also it improves my muscles, around my corroded spine! I shrink close to 2 inches since last year and cried a bit, when found out at appointment. It takes much to get me to cry. Thanks again if ya don't mind my rants, will try and stick around. Just worried about boring folk's with the crappy side of my life 🧬.

❤️🤗😥👍 Thanks for understanding and wanting me here! Bless you 😃

Oh man do I know that feeling. I’ve also had a lifetime of disappointment with my health issues to say the least it has put a big damper on my life. After my family members death I too had nobody to listen or vent my frustration to without judgement. I felt alone and closed off. I found a pen and paper and started writing everything down it started to really help me especially when I went to the doctor. All these notes began to be very helpful at my appointments. I still do struggle with not wanting to burn people out. So I looked into health support groups and wow that’s just where I belong. They are the best groups of people who really can understand what you might be feeling. So I’m so thankful for support groups and people I’ve found who are just like me. So you are in the right place! Welcome!

I will listen and never get tired or judge you! I am here unconditionally ❤️