Struggling with Overthinking and Staying Positive

That depends on if the situation was cause from my own doing or someone else. My trust issues stimulates from abuse all my life which gives me anxiety because the anxiety is I fear or hate authority. Authority figures have always been my archniemisis mom, her party people and their dungeons rituals, mean people, hateful people, bosses health care workers etc. It's just hard were intelligent people who if we don't have certain things in place we can't cope as well. It's like being autistic but at a super intelligent level.