Nightmare about assault and restraint

tw assault in a dream(?) i had a nightmare. it's 3:40 in the morning and i have to wake up for school at 6 but i dont wanna go back to sleep. i think i was having a meltdown, in my nightmare. i've never really had like, a full blown meltdown before that i know of (i typically just dissociate when i get overstimulated as i also have a dissociative disorder) but i was having one in this nightmare. my mom came into my room and i was yelling at her not to, i wanted to be alone, but she kept coming in and even forced my door open. i went and hid in my closet but then she was on top of me and she was trying to restrain me, grabbing my arms and stuff. she even wrapped her hands around my neck. i was trying to fight her off, but it was just a dream thing so i couldn't she left, but then my step-dad and some other scary looking adult men came into my room and they started trying to restrain me. that was when i woke up, kicking and saying "no". i just... i dont wanna go back to sleep.