Nervous about my upcoming rheumatology appointment

my rheumatology appointment is next week, and i am excited & nervous and stressed about how it will go. i was never taken seriously about my issues, ive had lupus since childhood & was diagnosed after advocating for my health after years of complaining & suffering. i wrote a head to toe symptom list using a few health sites as reference with my own experiences. i fear im going to downplay what i experience! and dont know to what extent ive been actually thinking was “normal”