New to the app, struggling with MS and medication

I take pain medicine only was Vicodin now morphine the other stupid medicine only made me weaker so one day I stopped taking the muscle relaxers and depression meds I'm in a wheelchair because I took baclofen for a year I didn't know what baclofen was for I didn't know it was to destroy my nerves in my legs when I talked to my MS doctor about it she said well do your legs shake or hurt anymore I said no they don't but now I can't walk she said but I stopped the pain and I should be grateful I'll never see another MS doctor it's only pain medicine till I die thank God I had kids so young I'm 39 now I have 3 kids and 2 grandkids I wish I could just die so they don't have to see this anymore this life is one big sick joke

I take ocrevus..it has small reactions the first 3 times ..after that it's good no problems