Struggling with Mental Health Without Medication

when I was diagnosed I had bad reactions to my meds and they tried about 3 diff ones idk the names before they gave up so I've been trying to handle mine for roughly 12 years I think 🤔 ish without being medicated I havnt been able to handle it well I can't focus, I lose interest in things very easily and in public my brain gets hyper stimulated like I hear everything at once and focus on everything and it's to much for my brain all I'm able to do rlly is sleep anyone else have this