New to the App, Looking for Support with Mental Health

Hi, I’m new to this app. I’m eager to meet people that are alike and share similar experiences with mental health. I struggle with major depressive disorder, anxiety, panic attacks, and symptoms of OCD and PTSD. I’ve been on 8 different medications and have seen 14 therapists over the past 8 years. It’s hard to keep up hope sometimes when nothing seems to have worked so far. I’m currently doing TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation) treatments, but I haven’t noticed a difference so far. I also recently lost my grandma two weeks ago, and I have been struggling with the grief