Struggling with Makeup and Emotions

So yesterday I was doing my makeup at my friends house and I had a lot more trouble then usually I got very very angry over it and was cranky about it for hours even kept saying how horrible I looked in an angry tone plus I threw the eyeliner a crossed the room I knew it probably seemed dumb to her because she insisted I looked pretty but is it normal for me to become that upset over something so small ? I have bipolar disorder and BPD but sometimes I feel like there’s just something wrong with me because I get so mad and sad very quickly