Looking for a Soulmate

I feel strange in relationships now. it's not the same when Cris was here. she matched me very well... I want to find someone who is the same. who has everything I common with me like her. who can relate to me, who does the same things as me. a soulmate. someone who can be there 24/7 (but if busy too much that's. fine) someone who can play animal crossing or Minecraft with me or terraria. someone who can tell me they love me.. I want someone like that. I want to talk to people until I find that soulmate.. but I have social anxiety and. it's hard for me to keep up conversations.. which sucks. but if anyone is willing to talk to me. I have a discord. I don't text here.. I'm only active on discord and. that's about it. I just want a friend like that as of now. I know I won't find someone who is just like me anymore. Cris was my only chance.....