Feeling Lonely and Stuck in Life

I feel so lonely. I'm currently crying in my bed. I hate living with my family. None of them are like me or view things as I do. The world sucks rn (I'm a liberal who cares about human rights & social problems). My bf doesn't view things as I do, which is a lot of our arguments. He is so childish that sometimes it makes me want to scream. i wish he was more romantic, empathetic, & listened to me more. His friends don't see things as I do either or his mom. I have one friend who I haven't seen in forever cause we are both busy. I'm lonely. I just want someone to view things as I see them & see how fudged up the world is. I feel stuck. I need a better job. I want to move out. I want my bf to understand me & hear me. I want more friends. I don't want to live in Texas. I want to live somewhere where there are more things to do and see. I'm bored. I feel like I'm wasting my life away. I'm suffocating & panicking. I feel like something is always in the way of me being happy. I feel so small and insignificant. I hate my body and how I look. I hate what I see in the mirror. I want to have fun & be care free & be happy. I'm 20 & I feel so bored with myself & life. I should be living it up & smiling & having fun & traveling. I'm bored with my life.