Feeling Lonely and Depressed: Need Someone to Talk To

I need support at low points in my life and I'm in one rn and so are some of my close friends that I cant contact cuz they're busy or just as depressed as I am. I often feel lonely having no job yet, not getting to see any of my friends or talk to my closest one bc they're rlly busy and just as depressed as I am. I don't rlly have anyone to talk to most of the time either besides an old man I have to live w otherwise I would've went homeless due to my severe anxiety trying to get a job. I've been trying to get a job for 8 months now but struggling cuz of phone anxiety and other shit I've been dealing w, the past 2 places b4 the one im at currently. I often crave someone to outlet to or just simply converse with but I sometimes come off as overwhelming or hyper and the hyperness idk where it comes from cuz I'm always depressed. I'm not always hyper but mostly reply right away obviously cuz I have nothing to do w myself. Feel welcome to provide some insight or msg me if you'd like🖤