Feeling Alone and Desperate for Friendship

Hi, I'm new to this app. I feel so alone recently. It uses to not bother me because I am such an introvert. but since I've been on my meds, I've felt better, but realized just how alone I am. I want friends, I want to cosplay with others, I want to talk and to people who aren't judgmental and are willing to listen to me and are interested in me. my only friends are in a different state and when I speak to one of them, they never ask about me. I know that sounds selfish and narcissistic but I just want to be cared for as well. the conversation is always one sided. with my other friend, they simply never reply. I speak to them maybe 3x a year. anyways, all of this is hurting and confusing. is anyone else going through this too? or would anyone like to be my friend? I know that's stupid to ask but I'm desperate at this point. maybe since we're 'alike' we have a better shot at becoming friends. I live in SLC and I know absolutely no one. but long distance relationships are also nice 💖 its something.