medication has saved my life!! i’m on seroquel and it stopped my depressive, hypomanic, and manic episodes completely (as long as i’m consistent on it). i really recommend looking into medication to control your disorder, because preventing future episodes is very very crucial. the more episodes you have, the more your brain gets used to that state and so the easier you have episodes, and having many/frequent episodes has been shown to cause brain damage. i know that sounds scary but its good to know so you can work on preventing episodes as much as possible. talk to a psychiatrist, try some medications (mood stabilizers and/or anti-psychotics are the go to - but avoid anti-depressants). if medication isn’t your jam, try to find other ways to prevent episodes (enough sleep + consistent schedule of eating/sleeping/waking up, + monitoring your moods to help prevent oncoming episodes, etc + also experimental/newer treatments)

I live lithium so much I got the molecular symbol tatted on the right arm where I get blood work done. Above all, therapy and meds has helped me immensely with my journey to sanity. I always knew something was off even as a child. I would get worked up, excited or stressed, and pull all nighters. As an adult, I came to the decision to try medications because my depression was unbearable. I tried SSRIs and shockingly, they made me manic. Stupidly, my primary care provider and no other doctor thought “hm these seem to be classic bipolar traits”. Oh well. I had a horrible depressive episode during the peak summer of Covid-19 and sent myself to the mental hospital. I would sleep for long durations and not respond to the medication I was taking at the time. Then a psychiatrist diagnosed me correctly (thank god). I had been on lithium before I was diagnosed but psychiatrists were too shy to properly diagnose me. Irresponsible, I know. Fuck Kaiser mental health. Now I have more energy, I can see personal growth, and have completely changed as far as bad habits go.