Living with POTS: Fear, Heartbreak, and Questions

Hi everyone, I am 31 years old and got diagnosed with POTS last month. I dont know how and when I developed this but I remember during my first pregnancy, I had syncope. Other than that my pregnancy was very healthy and no other symptoms. Then my second pregnancy in 2020, again I had one syncope and rest everything was normal. I never felt anything unusual. I got covid in December, 2021 and I suddenly felt as if something is happening to my heart and I am about to faint so I rushed to ER. I was told its panic attack as my vitals were normal. I kept ignoring it and travelled to India for my brother's wedding and I got so sick with there, I had diarrhoea for two months and lost 8 kilos. I literally stayed in bed as I felt so weak. My ECG, ECHO were all normal. Then I developed daily headaches in last year July. No doctor was listening to me here so I travelled again to India to see specialists. They did a Tilt table test and POTS was diagnosed. I am now on a medication for headache as my neurologist thinks its migraines. I am just so heartbroken. I was absolutely normal and working mum. I have developed this fear of socialising now. I am scared to go to work. I do not enjoy my kids. Can I ask whats life like for you guys? Are you able to work? Do you go on holidays? Is there any chance this condition will ever go away? Please help!!