Living with Anxiety: The Fear of Letting Go

I want to get better. I really do. I want to be able to live my life without my anxiety constantly there. The issue is- I’m scared. I don’t know who I’d be if I had control over my anxiety. I’m 21 now and I’ve had anxiety since I was born. Anxiety really is the only thing I’ve ever known. I don’t know what life would be like. I don’t know what’s on the other side- and I can’t see it. It really does terrify me and I wish it didn’t. Of course there have been days where my anxiety has taken a back seat, but that’s always a temporary thing. I wish it wasn’t so hard for me to let go.