Introduction of a Late-Diagnosed Autistic Adult with Mental Health Issues

I knew I had something and wanted to help other’s just like me learn to have a personal relationship with God he desires a personal relationship with everyone. I go through spiritual things and this had been going on for 18 years, devil wants to steal, kill, and destroy. HE IS NOT YOUR FRIEND. A FRIEND (TRUE) FRIEND WILL HAVE YOUR BACK.

Loving God I meant to say.

Hello I’m Joseph I’m Autistic learned I was recently like three weeks ago. I don’t like labels so I’m not letting it define me. I’m a Christian, but spiritual not religious. Got a messed up head to be religious and you can’t put God in a box. We can believe in whatever we want because we have free will. And we love sharing what our beliefs are so other’s can understand why this is important to us. I hate life I’m even with God I still hate life because of my messed up mind, but I love helping other’s and opening there minds showing them God wants to use anyone. He’s not forceful he is a living God. If I didn’t go through things I went then I wouldn’t be wise at all. Struggles and trauma can mess someone up and I have both of those, but I refuse to kill or hurt I rather love other’s the way they are and pray that they change and give there lives to God. If I didn’t give the Lord my life I would be still demonic I’m dark, but not demonic people can call me what, but I know I have a personal relationship with God. I’m imperfect he’s not looking for perfection he’s looking for someone who is willing to humble there selves and serve only him. It says in the Bible there shall not be no God before me. He’s the ruler of all nations. I rather die, but God knows my desire, but he rather me live, because no dead person can do God’s will. My real mother did drugs when she had me and she also is schizophrenic. “Do you really think I’m going to come out without some loose screws and some missing… for sure. As you can see I’m very vulnerable.