@drsmerfmaster i do find the effect helpful and nearly lasts the two weeks! I have this worry it's shattering my psyche though, there's been so much going on since starting treatment though i don't know what's what.

@Akujenias i do regularly see therapy but she is completely unrelated to the ketamine clinic. The doctor at the ketamine clinic is kinda strict about keeping outside influences to a minimum during the session, though they don't take my cell phone away because i need it for music. So theoretically i could have a telephone call so i might be able to make that happen but i doubt it? I get a few ketamine troches a month that i can take with me which is an idea too.