okay idk what tag to put this under but ik BPD has alot of impulsive traits so. anways what im trying to say is I cant stop spending money. things sound so fucking good in the moment I need to buy them. I make plans and goals to save but I never commit. I see good deals and I just can't say no. it's a really big problem and a really big goal of mine is to just SAVE UP.. it's usually when im chronically bored (which I am all the time) so I cannot help thinking about the next time I will spend money