Feeling Ignored and Alone in a Crowded Room

Have you tried reaching out to other groups of people? There's people who feel the same way as you out there, you just need to find them :)

Its not you thats wrong its the dicks that dont wanna help

Nothing is wrong with you. I go through the same thing. I go weeks without talking to anyone. In reality I think people have their own stuff going on. I always feel like a burden to the people I care. It's difficult to escape this mindset