Don’t feel dirty. I know it’s a difficult matter. I’m dealing with it myself for the past 3 years. When speaking to family And your partner just be open about your feelings and fear but with the right treatment and regular doctor visits you should be okay. Can I ask what strain you have? I have 16

I have the same thing. I have had a difficult mental acceptance of it at first since there was difficulty removing my abnormal cells that formed. I found it's much more common than people think. I was vaccinated 2 different times as a small kid. Still have it. Now I don't care that I have it.