Struggling with Health and Relationship Issues

First post. Two weeks ago I had an intense medication reaction (dizziness from Lamictal), and ever since, my mind has been consumed with trying to figure out what is wrong with me, and it’s, so many things. My work is suffering, again. I’ve been recommended to get with a psychiatrist, a dietitian, an orthopedist, and on other occasions maybe a speech therapist or ENT (never have yet). Thank God for my health insurance discount. And on another side, I’m worried about my girlfriend’s health problems. Sometimes I feel like I could save her life so easily if I were in a position to provide for her. I’m not, though. Not yet. She keeps saying it’s not my responsibility, and all I have to worry about is me. I guess…