Feeling Unmotivated and Overwhelmed

I would love to have a second version of me or something of that matter. Someone who would be completely understanding of the sh*t I go through and what is on my mind. Everyone I try to talk to just doesn't get it fully. Even my parents don't get it sometimes. This is also what I look for in a relationship. Someone who understands and actually gets it. It doesn't help that I'm an only child and lonely all the time.

I stream videos to help me focus. I tend to use YouTube gaming videos but there are tons of options, including videos of people cleaning. I just put it on as background noise mostly but it helps me focus on getting things done around my house. Worth a try!

“Body doubling” is what some people call that! My bestie and I would run errands together and talk on the phone to do our laundry together- we both lived alone and that helped a lot.