Feeling Lonely and Tired

im always tired im always sleeping. i think im using sleep to avoid that im so bored i dont know what i want to do and i dont have anyone right now to do anything i want with. it. sucks. i just use sleep to avoid everything cus im sick of doing so much hard work with myself im tired of it its hard. god i wish i was in high so i could redo it all. so i could be somewhere new than where im at now. i wish i made the change sooner. i wish my family were closer. i wish i kept uo with people from high school. i wish people liked me. i wish my mother wasnt crazy. i wish i had people texting me to actualky talk to me. i wish i didnt have to act like someone else to talk to someone. to make a connection. i wish i didnt make any mistakes. i wish i didnt make so many mistake