Feeling Like the Odd Ball Out

(Kinda a long read) I literally always feel like the odd ball out. With friends I’ve known for years, to co-workers, teachers/classmates, my boyfriend. Anything that involves verbal communication. I’ve always been ignored, put last, or very misunderstood. With friends- I always feel judged, or boring like they’re happy to see me, but it’s nothing special In school, my questions aren’t really answered. Everyone socializes and they all work together but I don’t socialize because I always get ignored & I prefer to work alone because Im most times the last person to get the hang of everything. At work, I can have a basic conversation with co-workers. Ex: They’ll say they’re bored or hungry, I respond with something like “seriously tho. I am too” & thats the end of the conversation. But with other co-workers its a totally different side. They’ll say they’re bored or hungry & thats like the path to actual friendships.