Feeling Like a Glass Doll

I feel fake, like I’ll look in the mirror and it isn’t me. Almost like a glass doll, that if I take one wrong step I’ll break. I’m afraid of living like this and yet I don’t really want to kill myself. I feel so stuck and so lost I cant even grasp onto any of the thoughts going through my head. I want to crawl out of my skin and have the earth swallow me whole. I’m so tired of feeling all my emotions at once, I can’t differentiate and it drives me crazy to just go through everything in my head over and over again every minute of every day.