Feeling Hopeless and Alone: How to Cope

@mearbearz A guy I testified against in court was gonna get early parole and i was afraid for my safety. I was sexually assaulted by a friend. I lost a lot of my friend group because I wasn't believed or i was too heavy for them. My roommate befriended the rapist and kicked my out. I was homeless for a month. Work got short staffed and I was working 2 positions and got really burned out. I lost a father figure who started spreading g the rumor I was a pathological liar. Many friends believed him. This guy I got emotionally and physically close with for the last year was leading me on and decided to take time to himself. With all the social stress I thought I was the problem. But than I got diagnosed with autism at 29. The stress caused migraines that caused partial blindness and thats been scary. Work hired someone new a couple weeks ago than approached me in front of my peers to tell me they were hired to do half my job. I feel like I'm training my replacement. I've been struggling to eat. No interest in food. Been loosing weight. I've reached out to all the hotlines and therapists i could find and haven't found the support I need.