Feeling Depressed and Alone

I have really severe chronic depression that I’ve struggled with most of my life. And this last year I’ve struggled with crisis like thoughts. I’m about to graduate from community college, yet I can’t seem to find any happiness out of any of it. I’m going to a new school next semester, but don’t want to and the pandemic has caused me severe trauma that will never completely go away. So yeah, I understand it all too well. It makes me feel severely tired and unmotivated to do anything. And I also don’t have any friends. If you need someone to talk to about it, you can message me!