Feeling Alone in the Dark

Im good actually, on hobbies, i read, write, occasional movie, bike riding, tv shows...its just...i get tired of doing everything alone, like i can go get a cup of coffee just fine, go see a movie on my own, go out to eat even...but going alone gets old, miss adult conversation, there are a lot of things i miss bout havin that someone...anyway, yea

I'm married with kids and love my family, but I still understand the darkness and loneliness anxiety and depression dishes out by the bucket full. 🪣 I use art therapy to help ease up the darks and it helps. Also social media. You say you aren't religious, is that by choice or you just have never been? Would you be willing to watch a few online services? I am of the Baptist faith and I find a lot of peace and comfort watching services online. I am also borderline agoraphobic so actually attending church in person is difficult. There is something out there that will help diminish the darks. Keep searching. And once you find some peace, who knows, maybe that special someone will come around. If you ever need to talk I'm usually online at night.