i feel like i need a presence constantly around me or with me. im not sure why.. but when i am alone i get so bad.. and I'm always alone. my family is all introverts.. so we just keep to ourselves.. and I'm too afraid to ask my friends to call.. or come over.. and to be honest.. I just want to call someone sometimes. or sleep on call with someone. (platonically) just so we both don't have to be alone..yk? idk if this sounds crazy.. but idk