Feeling Abandoned by My Therapist

I know therapists are not supposed to be personally invested, but I feel like mine doesn’t care at all. My appointments are always so far spaced out that I forget about them or it’s been so long my work schedule changed. Not only that but it feels like she’s trying to get rid of me because when I said(earlier this year) I wanted to move to a city that was in another county(I was already moving around other cities in other counties mind you), she took it as an opportunity to tell me I can look for another clinician there. My psychiatrist didn’t even do that, and when I brought this up to the psychiatrist she was actually surprised. I want another therapist but I’m going through a lot and she’s the one that actually knows what’s been going on because she was there before my situation started and I need someone who’s been there for me before so it’s a rough time for me to switch. I feel like I’m just being a horrible person when I vent to my friends so I stopped doing that and now I don’t have anyone and I’m so lonely and scared.