Exploring My Gender Identity: Need Advice

heyo… i’ve experimented with a lot of different gender identity’s, and i think i finally need to try trans. it’s the one i’m truthfully most afraid of, but i know i need to try it out. i’m scared that if i step into she/her pronouns, i’ll never go back and im not sure my family would be okay with that. i’ve always wished i was born as a girl, and i just wish SO BAD that i had a female body, but my one thing that keeps me thinking that maybe i’m not trans is the fact that i feel like if i 𝘏𝘢𝘥 been born in a female body, i’m not sure i still wouldn’t feel this funky dysphoria stuff. so like… idk. thoughts? also… i’d just love someone to talk to if any ones open lol