really really heavy. it feels like there are clouds are in my brain.

Like being covered in cold dirt when you're already freezing and you just don't have the energy to get up. It's rough.

i just be chillin and then i wanna shove forks into my eyes idk

Constantly knowing what may help but being too overwhelmed with the chance of it failing and/or lack of motivation/energy

Honestly... I'd say it's like this deep void inside me. It is as though nothing can fill it back up and it just hurts yet it is very numbing. Unfortunately my anxiety ties in with my depression. So either way, I'm screwed with being too anxious to do anything yet too depressed to do anything. It gets to a point where I am too tired to do anything. 😔

Hard disassociation. Zoning out for long periods of time, overthinking, loss of appetite, listlessness ect

Horrible like one minute ur happy and good then the next u wanna go back to ur old habits and make stupid choices! Its a horribke place

It's different depending on the day some days I can function and be able to go places and have fun and other days I want to stay home and watch TV and I'm sad for reasons ik it's not my fault