Looking for Others with Epilepsy

I suffer from I think absence seizures and atonic seizures. Atonics don't occur often for me, but they're definitely concerning.

I used to have what I called "dream seizures" where I went nearly unconscious but then my body did whatever it wanted (I called them dream because I remember faint parts of it, and I actually thought the first was a dream). What's weird was that it was still smart, as I played a game during one even better than prior. A round of Dead by Daylight, if you've heard of it. Now I have two minor seizures every night or so: 1. I lose the ability to understand anything, feeling like something for half a minute is screaming in my head (this sometimes happens in pulses throughout a part of a day); and 2. All of a sudden I started thinking differently, generally a negative view of something I just heard, then go back to reality, generally tired. Sorry this is so long.... 🤣

Im a brain tumor patient, but I started experiencing seizures my 3rd year after. They are either psudeo seizures or epilepsy