Struggling with Endometriosis and Guilt

i’m new here and just trying to check it out right now, but i’m hopeful that this will help my endometriosis has been kicking my ass lately and it’s been so hard to get help. i was in the ER twice this month because of several large ovarian cysts, and this pain i’ve been having has left me pretty much bedridden. i’ve been struggling with so much guilt for my roommates having to help take care of me. they tell me it’s fine and they love and care about me, and would much rather help me than me push myself and get hurt. it’s been so hard lately to keep going, especially with a positive attitude.