PS: totally glossed right over it in my response, but I have SEVERE combined-type ADHD, along with asd/ptsd/gad... and Vyvanse changed my life.
–I get tired when it wears off and my brain can't overthink anymore and I go to sleep on a schedule! For the first time in 18+ years suffering from inability to get to sleep, then sleeping literally like a rock (i dont even move and my limbs go numb from EDS exacerbation, probably also linked to thyroid/ASD issues not just ADHD/anxiety) if I do shut my brain off and missing literally any appointments no matter how important... And always having horror movie, murderous nightmares on the rare occasion I did dream.
Now, I lay down and go to sleep, I wake to soft alarms, and I don't dream that horrors are chasing me to kill me anymore. I just have normal, weird, dissociative dreams 👍
–I stopped grinding my teeth 24/7 (so badly that I've shattered literally almost all of them bc i just KEPT my jaw clenched all day and would simply grit down harder and maybe even create a vacuum and clench and grind away during high stress; but can't afford to extract so I just... keep livin with em).
–I became able to hold a train of thought like i was able before 18 years of straight up burnout.
–It makes me voraciously hungry when it weans in the evening, so my disordered eating is coming back into proper function, and things in the mirror became crystal clear on day 1 medicated.
–And most surprising of all - the extreme... extreme... 24/7 suicidal ideation just....... went away. I didnt even know that ADHD medication could affect these things, so a week later I'm still reeling from all the positive benefits.
I've already titrated and things are just getting better.