Hi all I was diagnosed with complex PTSD but i suspect boderline personality a lot . Here are symptoms I struggle with
-threatening suicide (ex: told my partner I was gonna block him and end my life)

-chronic feeling of being empty

-manipulation to get what I want

-attention seeking for compliments or validation

-feeling like I’m in a dream/like my body is not mine or I can’t recognize my surroundings .
-triggered by anything revolving rejection or abandonment

I’m not self-diagnosing or want anyone to diagnose me here I just wanna see if you guys think it’s worth to seek help over or ask about ?

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

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  • Crazydiamond


    Emily... I can totally relate to most of what you're going through... I too suffer from complex childhood trauma(CPTSD) as well as BPD. I'm always feeling alone and the fear of people because of the trauma responses... I encourage you to seek help with a compassionate therapist, it might take a while to find the right fit bit I have learned so much about myself from getting help... There are trauma support groups and apps like this that help... Guided meditation also helps as well as writing your feelings down.. I hope this helps... I wish the best. Blessed be❤️

  • Boobear98


    I get feelings like I'm in a dream too... like myself nor my surroundings are real. I never thought anyone else felt this way. I get these in episodes. I've had this issue since I was a kid. Very weird.

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